Paying Homage to 2019

Can you believe this is my third year writing my yearly recap? I can’t!

So for those who don’t know, at the end of every year I like to highlight some of my highs and lows of the year (see Paying Homage to 2017, Paying Homage to 2018). I started in 2017 as a casual post, not thinking I would keep up with it the following years. I always consider the third time to be what establishes something as a tradition, so here we are guys! It’s officially a Megann Louise tradition!

In last year’s recap, I said I was going to make 2019 my bitch. Well, we win some, we lose some, right? Whenever I look back on this year I get a bad taste in my mouth. I know a lot of great things happened, but I also experienced a lot of heartache. I’d consider this year to be one of great growth for me.

At the start of the year, I got to see Cody Ko and Noel Miller live with my sister and friend James. Their Youtube videos were what got me through a lot of hard stuff so it was wild that I was in the same room as them.

In May I finished my first year of college at CSU. I ended up making the Dean’s List, which I would not have expected at the beginning of the year. I finally decided on the right major for me in that time too- communication.

I moved out of my first apartment in May, too. It was the ending of an era, I suppose. That place became my home. I made so many wild memories in apartment 509. As sad as I was leaving, I felt a weird sense of relief too. I was leaving behind a piece of me, which was sort of sad, but I knew I was starting a new chapter.

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In July, I surprised my sister with a party for her 18th birthday. It was pretty last minute, but all her friends pitched in and helped me make things work. I was so grateful for everybody’s help in making it such a success. Being able to do something like that for my sister was so special to me.

Then there was a bump in the road. I said goodbye to a nearly two year relationship. Things just don’t work out sometimes and it’s for the best. I still have a ridiculous amount of love and respect for my ex. He’s a great guy…. just not my soulmate. And that’s alright. It took me a while to move past the heartbreak, which is to be expected when you were with someone for a long time. He is genuinely one of my best friends and I’m so lucky to still have him to confide in whenever I need him. While some would expect me to be sad that the relationship ended, I’m glad that I’m still lucky enough to have a friend in him.

For a while after the break up, I was in a really dark place and couldn’t seem to find the way out. I didn’t feel half as confident as I once did. I suppose it’s normal (but in no way healthy) to dog on yourself after a break up… at least for a little while. After I was finally able to get myself out of bed, I was going out to get my mind off of everything. That’s where the fun came in.

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First, we went to see Granger Smith. The story behind that one is a little random. We had gone to Walmart and there were two tour buses in the parking lot (which obviously isn’t a normal thing). Turns out Granger was at Walmart! We didn’t get to see him there, but we took it as a sign that we should buy two tickets to the show that was only hours away.  I have to say that that was one of the best nights I’d had in a while. The rush we felt after buying the tickets was insane. We immediately ran to get ready and blasted Granger throughout the house.

The very next night, we were invited to tag along to a Foreigner concert. I didn’t know too many songs (I know, what’s wrong with me?!) but I still had such a good time. I think that’s one of the first nights where I was able to fully drop every bad thought at the door and enjoy myself.

In late August, I moved back to Cleveland with my little sister for school. We got a new place with two other roommates that’s a lot nicer than the one I lived in the year before. I started what is the second semester of my sophomore year. Rianna, my sister, began her first semester as a freshman! The semester came with a lot of adjusting for us both and somehow we made it through all of the headaches.

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For the second year in a row, my dad, sister, and I went to the Cleveland Air Show. When I was little, my dad always talked about taking us. Then finally last year, we got to go. I’ll be honest- I didn’t think I’d enjoy it all that much. But it was so much fun, that I was jumping up and down over getting to go again this year. I’d love for this to become a tradition!

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To reward ourselves for kicking butt the first few weeks of school, Rianna and I went to our first Cleveland Indian’s game! I’ve never been a die hard baseball fan, but the atmosphere was so fun and I really enjoyed myself. I was still trying to recover from a lot mentally so that night was a breath of fresh air for me. Fun fact- I also bought my first legal drink at the game!

School got progressively more challenging and I went into a downward spiral. I started doing things I swore to myself I would never do. I just lost control of who I was. That’s when I reintroduced myself to faith. I let myself stray from religion in the past few years and by coming back, I felt myself finding closure and motivation to overcome everything I was facing.

Then I did something out of my comfort zone. After having several deep talks with my friend Kaleb, I found motivation to share my story. I went live on Instagram. I came clean about everything I had been feeling because I hoped being transparent would not only help me, but help someone watching. I was open about things that most people would consider taboo. Laying it all out on the table really helped me see the bigger picture. I even got some super sweet messages from people who watched to livestreams. There was so much support and understanding. It was beautiful. I don’t imagine I’ll ever get over that.

Shortly after, I reconnected with a friend I made during my first semester of school at CSU. We got lunch and caught each other up on our lives. We both had some wild stories to tell and a lot of laughs to share. I was really excited to have this friend in my life because he was absolutely hysterical and genuinely a great guy to be around. Fast forward a couple months, AND WE’RE DATING. Wild, right?

I’m so excited to be saying goodbye to this transformative decade. I’ve got a lot of goals for 2020. I want to make it a year of hard work and big steps. I refuse to end 2020 in the same place that I start it. It’s time to grow, baby!

Thank you to everyone who stuck around for another year as well as those who stumbled upon my site this year! You guys make each and every year so special. I hope you all have a magnificent new year and get all you want and need!

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My Winter Bucket List | Blogmas 2019

Winter brings out the lazy in me, that’s for sure. The cold weather makes me want to curl up in bed with hot chocolate and watch Hallmark movies. I think that the world should just shut down during the winter months. But this year I want to get stuff done, ya know? You can only relax for so long before relaxing gets exhausting. So here’s what I hope to do this winter!

Catch Snowflakes on My Tongue

Make a Christmas Playlist

See Christmas Lights

Make Homemade Hot Chocolate

See Santa

Decorate a Gingerbread House

Learn a New Skill

Decorate Cookies

Watch a Christmas Movie with My Family

Spend Time at Home

Celebrate New Year’s with Family and Friends

Journal Throughout the Month

Take Lots of Pictures

Finish Blogmas 2019

Work on My Blog More

Get on the Dean’s List

Work Harder on Creating Content

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My August Goals

We’re a few days into August and it’s time to manifest some goals. I feel like there’s no better month for these goals to come to fruition than my birth-month (btw, today’s my 21st birthday), so let’s all cross our fingers that some miracles happen!

August is a busy month for me for sure. I turn 21, move to a new apartment, and start another semester of college all within a matter of days. I’ll barely get a chance to take a breath until September rolls around! But with so many things going on come so many chances to open doors for myself. Let’s get into my goals for this month.

Firstly, I want to restyle my wardrobe. My taste has changed a lot since I’ve really got shopping so a lot of my clothes are just not cutting it for me anymore. I really want to go through everything I own before I move to my new apartment. I’d love to donate a ton of my clothes because they’re all wearable. I might sell some others to be able to replentish my closet.

I want to have a good birthday. I only turn 21 once, right? I’m not big on drinking so I probably won’t be blacking out or anything, but I love using birthdays as an excuse to have an over-the-top good time with friends and family.

Another goal for the month is to create a safe place in my new apartment. I’ll be sharing the apartment with three other girls so I already expect my room to be my number one place to go whenever I’m there. I want my bedroom to be cozy and welcoming as soon as you walk in, so hopefully I’ll be able to pull it off. I’m really big into creams, whites, and pinks so I’m really tying those into my room. I’ve already gotten a lot of what I need for my room so I have a good idea of how everything is going to look. I’m super excited to see the end result though since I’m so into interior decorating!

I start school in a couple weeks so I’m hoping to start the semester off well. I miss campus a lot and all the friends I made last year. I hope to feel my life fall into place once I’m in my classes and studying what I love.

This month I also want to grow my blog and social media. I’m finally starting to look at my social media as a business more than a personal account. I want to start incorporating my blog into my different social media more and building off of what I’ve already started. I’ve also been wanting to start posting on my Youtube channel for real. I posted one video, cringed a day later, then deleted it and pretended it never happened. Once I’m all moved in at my new place I want to try all that again.

Well, I’m off to enjoy my 21st!

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80 Things To Do This Summer

Hey guys! Happy Monday! I hope everyone’s had a great summer so far. I missed last Monday’s upload because of the endless chaos at home preparing for my sister’s graduation party. We decided to host the party at our house so we had to clean the entire house, paint the bathroom, do yardwork, clean the garage, set up the tents tables and chairs, and decorate. Yeah, I bet you can imagine the absolute headache I had. But now I’m back and ready to post more!

I’m definitely one of those people who fantasizes about all the things I want to do during the summer but when the time comes, I blank on ideas. To make sure it doesn’t happen to me (or anyone else) this year, I’ve come up with a list of 80 fun things to do this summer.

1. Run in a 5k race.

2. Have a bonfire.

3. Do volunteer work.

4. Make chalk art.

5. Go camping.

6. Have a garage sale.

7. Watch the sunrise.

8. Watch the sunset.

9. Go swimming.

10. Donate old clothes.

11. Watch fireworks

12. Go for a picnic.

13. Go on a road trip.

14. Go see a new movie.

15. Go to a festival/fair.

16. Tie-dye t-shirts.

17. Dye your hair a crazy color.

18. Make a smoothie with farmers market fruits.

19. Go shopping at a flea market.

20. Go to a drive-in theater.

21. Make a Youtube channel.

22. Dance in the rain.

23. Pick fresh fruit.

24. Go to an aquarium.

25. Plant a garden.

26. Start a new Netflix series.

27. Take a bunch of Instagram pictures.

28. Visit pound puppies/kitties.

29. Adopt pound puppies/kitties.

30. Make a summer playlist.

31. Make a candle.

32. Make perfume.

33. Go couponing.

34. Go to the gym.

35. Get a tattoo.

36. Get a piercing.

37. Get a mani-pedi.

38. Leave the country.

39. Learn an instrument.

40. Redecorate your space.

41. Stand under a waterfall.

42. Learn a new recipe

43. Carve your name in a tree.

44. Write a blog.

45. Have a BBQ

46. Go to the zoo.

47. Go to a baseball game.

48. “Flip” your clothes.

49. Volunteer.

50. Make homemade ice cream.

51. Go mini golfing

52. Pay it forward.

53. Make fruit popsicles

54. Make homemade dog treats.

55. Start a coin collecting jar.

56. Go to the Fourth of July parade.

57. Adopt a highway.

58. Go to a museum.

59. Write a pen pal.

60. Spend a whole day without your phone.

61. Go to a concert.

62. Scrapbook the summer.

63. Fly a kite.

64. Make homemade pizza.

65. Make a new friend.

66. Play messy twister.

67. Ride on a train.

68. Shop local.

69. Go to a butterfly sanctuary.

70. Go to the library.

71. Go for a bike ride.

72. Do an escape room.

73. Write a book.

74. Go to a waterpark.

75. Make a time capsule.

76. Make a video diary.

77. Make a bullet journal.

78. Mow a neighbor’s lawn.

79. Collect pop tabs.

80. Make homemade bath bombs.

 

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